Here's an update on my life after getting implants in, and what's going on in my personal life.

Gums. stitches came out Thurs in front. They have been bothering me, glad they're gone. but it feels like there is a flap of skin in the front also. the one on top that i felt, half of it is sticking down, the very edge feels like it might stick down. i'm leaving it alone with my tongue. the front part, pray for that. implant area feels like when cold air hits your tooth. so am praying for God to attack that piece of gum or grow a new one, whatever HE knows it needs yesterday afternoon, a piece of gum came out of my mouth. gave it to steve to look at under magnifying glass. he said it looks like a scab type of piece of gum.

9-17-11 This a.m. a blood clot came out of mouth in bathroom. i have just started rinsing with warm salt water yesterday. have NO idea where that clot came from. it was about a .5 inch long, . 25 or less wide. startled me. there was something in my mouth is all i know. spit. it went down drain.

Steve has not once asked about my mouth.

I filed for divorce on monday [9-12-11]. Found out Steve has been lying about a whole lot more than I knew about. Bit by bit, things are coming to light of late.

Waiting on what God wants. been praying about moving somewhere, staying in town, staying in this house, Steve moving out, whatever. feel like God has said to stay here for at least 3 months. that's how long it will take to get the divorce final anyway.

biggest thing, is, it's hard being around someone you don't like. so pray about that will you? Have forgiven steve, every day, sometimes more than once. lol

God is my provider and He will provide everything I need.

I won't be under the curses that are on his life with the divorce and if I'm going to be celebate, at least do it for a reason!

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