God: Because he can't interfere with man's free will.
Me: if the angel is supposed to protect me, why didn't he?
God: He did. He protected your spirit and your mind.
He protected your spirit until you are old enough to become mine. That's why you buried things. It's a coping mechanism until you accept me.
Me: how come you didn't heal me before this?
God: You have to be willing to let me in to those places. Until that time, I will cover you with my grace. If people never want to be healed of those things, then I will continue to cover my children with my grace until they die.
However, it is much better for you to be set free of those demons and hurts and wounds. Then you will truly know what I mean when I talk about living the abundant life in me.
Everyone has wounds sweetie, some people think they don't, they think their home life was great. And in many cases it was, but that's only compared to others. Everyone has wounds and hurts and fears. It's the 'order-of-the-day' on earth. But remember? I have come to set men free! That means you my darling one. Yes, I DO love you that much. And Nini, even if you never share it with another person, it's ok. I came to heal YOU, you, my precious one. That's also why you gravitated to that 'thing' calling a ring 'precious'. I will replace that picture in your mind of the 'thing' in the movie, to one of who I am. Sweetie, you are MY precious, my precious daughter, my precious one. I came for you, to you, to bring you life, and more abundantly.
And even if you don't want to give what I have given you away, honey, that's OK. Honestly it is!
**whispers in my ear** But I made you compassionate, you WANT to give things away, you want to help others, most people do. So that will always come shining through you.
Some pearls you keep for yourself, some you share. We are one Nini, I am the head and the rest of my body is one. Or should be. It will become so. As times get closer people will have to come together, it will be the only way to stand. It will happen sweetheart. Thank you for praying about it. I love it when my burdens become a part of people's lives. It gladdens my heart.
10/07/04
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