So last night, I had my first one-on-one. WOW. It's a little strange to me. Why? Because as we pray and then they pray, asking certain parts of me to come up. THAT ALWAYS spoke to me of demon possession. BUT IT'S NOT. See how it works.
I learned, oh get this, I am SO excited about this! I learned that we all have the little girls or little boys that we were, inside us. Our bodies get older and we learn wisdom and get understanding, things like that, but that little girl is STILL inside me!! ANNNNNND, she can 'come out and speak'.
So two instances of my little girl got healed. There are more, but wow! for my first time experiencing God's innner healing and deliverance it was pretty awesome!
AND I was delivered of ANGER. THAT one was pretty intense. I got REALLY tense, it was a demon, now remember a child of God can NOT be possessed by a devil or demon, but they do get footholds and attach themselves to areas of our lives. I even spoke in a lower voice than I normally do!
It was HARD getting through that one. My 'now self' kept wanting to come up and talk or stop it. It was hard also, to let the anger go. I can't BELIEVE how I, Janine, have HUNG on to the anger, I haven't been WILLING to let it go, but I THOUGHT I had! I thought I'd been trying for YEARS to let anger go. And I *was* trying, but it wasn't ever in a place, or with counselors that were able through the Spirit of God, to get rid of it.
Somehow, in some way, anger was allowing me to be in control. Or so I thought. That's what I felt like when giving it up, but I KNOW and knew then, how bad anger is, and I wanted to get rid of it more than I wanted control. So I repeated the prayer the Rapha counselors told me. It was HARD to say! I felt it was someone else, and it was. It was a devil in me, trying to keep a hold of it. But he was forced out, through prayer and because I didn't want him there any more!
This morning, guess what? I woke up with a peaceful smile on my face! The day is BEAUtiful! I have so much peace. I feel so glowing inside.
I have more sessions to go. There's a lot of baggage inside me. But man, these counselors, Scott and Liz Rehman of Rapha Ministries here in Phoenix, they are awesome in the power of God.
And our Lord wants this healing and deliverance for YOU.
Read Ps. 34. It's awesome. That's what I read this morning. It speaks right to this.
Lord, I pray for the one reading this, that You will guide them and guard them. I pray for deliverance for them. I pray you will raise up healers and restorers to go forth throughout your Kingdom, doing your will, which is healing in your name, through your Spirit. Father, I pray you will heal and deliver those that read this. I pray you will lead them to a ministry that moves in this, so they, too, may be healed and set free. In Jesus name. Amen.
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