5-13-10 11:30 a.m. I just had an ephiphany. People who look on me [you, anyone], see ONLY the outside. I have always thought they see ME, but they don't see ME, they see the outside and the OUTSIDE of me is NOT ME. ME is inside. I'm on my second day of fasting the Lord told me to go on and was looking for a photo to put on my LinkedIn profile. Back in 1986 or so, someone [Christine, I think her name was, Christian missionary to Peru] said to me, 'people don't reject you, they reject the rejection you project, so it feels like they are rejecting you'. Took me YEARRRRS to understand that. The Bible says WE will be judged the way WE judge others. It's HARD to not judge someone based on their outward appearance because all of secular media and marketing and people, have bombarded us for YEARS to judge people based on their outward appearance. Everyone does it. Everyone, at some time or other. [Rich women are the worst, watch their behavior sometime]. Bottom line? To dress better when I go out and to make sure my initial behavior is NICE, friendly, appropriate for the moment. Because, first impressions of appearance, turn into first impressions of behavior. WHERE is Stacy London and Clinton Kelly when I need them? lol Wow, for me, I think this is a turning point in my life. I love it when God drops wisdom into me. The last most recent time I remember, was when I was driving on the freeway and came to road work. Those big concrete barriers on both sides, that would make me nervous/scared. I wasn't even praying about it, all of a sudden, GOD dropped into my mind, 'those are my hands cradling you'. I have no more fear of them, they are comforting now, like a blanket. Back