Father, I'm worried about Steve. On the one hand, one of us needs to move out in MY opinion. On the other hand, Steve's victim mentality, along with his blaming and not taking responsibility for his actions, is increasing these days. I'm concerned about him if he moves to a studio or somewhere, where he's alone. He's being weird Lord. If he has a roommate situation, and it's not ME, he would be better off. It's harder for me to move because of the business. Father, lead us both in the path we should walk in I pray. Steve was getting angry today. I told him he needed to leave. He said, 'make me'. I said I would call the cops, he said they said, [when I called them on Dec. 1, '07 and they came out because Steve was pushing me] they would take us both. I don't remember them saying that. However I've been in jail before because of Steve and his violence, because the cops in Sacramento refused to do anything when I called there, til the 9th time and they took us BOTH in. Lord, I have pictures of what he's done to me. I've told the chiropractor, and he's seen me after a fight. The pastor of our church knows. He also has seen the damage, most recently to the back of my left knee, which, when Steve hit me with the wire end of the fly swatter as hard as he could, has caused the ligament to be damaged. Lord, I don't want any more fights with Steve. I ask You for guidance on who, if any, should move out. However, as I see it, Steve won't change unless we are physically apart. I ask you Lord for direction and guidance. 12/23/07 Back Seabuckthorn Face Serum